A message from God

It has been months that i have this 'feeling' which made my soul so restless and distrubed. Everytime i have it, something bad would happen to me that day. Adrian said that is a gift from God, a descerning spirit.I was praying and asking God what is this about and what can i do about it. Something happened during the senior confirmation camp, i guess God not only wants me to go there to serve but also receive something from Him.
I was praying really hard about it because it constantly bothers me, this feeling i mean. Then on the third day of camp(sunday) morning, i went down to the living room of Fr.OC's house(his really nice to let us stay there during camp).Still feeling groggy and blur due to a late night of preparation for mass for that day. As i sit on the couch, waiting for the blurness to wear off Adrian suddenly ask me something that makes me think. He ask "Which armour of God is for offence?", i was stunned with his question and look at him with a blank stare. Looking at my blank stare he say that maybe i'm not awake yet and continued with his work.
That question did made me think...the whole morning. Then Adrian ask me to pray over people over the praying session. so i feel that i'll need to pray, so i perpare myself to find a quiet place to pray. But God's spirit prompt me to pivk up the Bible and read. I reluctantly do so. i opened up my dailly bread, turned to the page(28th may 2006, sunday) and opened the Bible to the verse that is stated there. Guess what it was Ephesians 6:10-18...it talks about the armour of GOD!!!

Ephesians 6:10-18
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¹ Finally, draw your strength from the Lord and from his mighty power.

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Put on the armor of God so that you may be able to stand firm against the tactics of the devil.

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For our struggle is not with flesh and blood but with the principalities, with the powers, with the world rulers of this present darkness, with the evil spirits in the heavens.

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Therefore, put on the armor of God, that you may be able to resist on the evil day and, having done everything, to hold your ground.

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So stand fast with your loins girded in truth, clothed with righteousness as a breastplate,

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and your feet shod in readiness for the gospel of peace.

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In all circumstances, hold faith as a shield, to quench all (the) flaming arrows of the evil one.

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And take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

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With all prayer and supplication, pray at every opportunity in the Spirit. To that end, be watchful with all perseverance and supplication for all the holy ones

I guess i got the answer about the feeling that i have. I think God wants me to use His armour, especially when i have that 'feeling'. To use the armour to fight the evil spirit because our battle isnt agaisn't human forces but agaisn't the rulers and authorities and thier dark powers which govern the world. I am to be a worrior of Christ, to stand on His side in the front line to fight.
Dear Lord, teach me to use your armour, thats my prayer...

A day out with ex-roomie

This girl below is my ex-rommate, Lien Tze :) i live with her in the same hostel room for one and a half year. Before she came in, i was praying to God that He would be gracious enough to give me a good roomate which i can talk to and bond with. Always a faithful friend, God sent me a roomate which i can bond with.The first time i saw her, was when i just came back from college extra activites. She was talking to her friend in fleunt malay and i thought that she was a malay. Not till when i start to talk to her that i know that she a typical chinese from Sabah (No offense shes a cute and adorable girl). From then onwards we had been really good friends; we can talk on almost alot of things and we share lots of nice emories toogether too. So this day(i forgot the date already), since both of us are holidaying; we decided to eat sushi and watch movie and just hang.

So we meet in Sunway Pyramid and bought our movie tickets first before we proceed to the movies. After that we went to Genki Sushi for lunch. Lien Tze say that she miss eating sushi and would like to eat sushi...so there we are, Genki Sushi. I like to eat sushi too, used to work in Sushi King so thats why i know how to make sushi :) I like the genki sushi in Sunway pyramid. Its has a very warm and japanese ambience in it. The sushi there is cheaper than Sushi King and nicer(excluding thier rolls, i think Sushi king's rolls are unbeatable). I have a thory that they only hire cute guys there too....hehehehe...so you can 'cuci mata' while you enjoy thier food there :D








There are alot of variety for us to choose from....we choose and ate and order alot of sushi.






sushi before it was eaten (Left) Sushi after it was eaten (right) Or Like that (Below)





We ate alot of sushi, Lien Tze even get to eat her favourite octopus and my favourite Salmon sushi.This is Lien Tze savouring the salmon sushi....nyum nyum....looks delicious :)~
Let me teach you how to make a soothing and warm japanese tea in Genki Sushi....First you put one teaspoon of japanese powder into the cup. Then you put he cup under the tap, infront of the black handle.You pour the water to the level that you desire and vala!!! you got yourself a hot cup of Japanese tea :) Thats the way to do it if you dine in Genki Sushi ;)After our lovely meal in Genki, we went for a movie call failure to launch and hang round that place till evening....We had such a fun time hanging around :) Thank you Lord for my good friend/ex-roomie Lien Tze.

Philipines

The missionaries from family mission companies and Philipines came last sunday...The missionaries include Bridget, John D and Janalyn(Ling Ling). I didnt get a chance to meet them not till today.
Adrian called me and invited me to join them for dinner because i told them that i wanted to meet them.I went with a nervours heart thinking how should i react and will i or they recognise me and them.
When i went into the room, they just receive me with hugs, longs hugs and all the I MISS YOU ALOT and how are you? and you look great!
Seriously I felt so good to finally meet them. They bring back old beautiful memories. We had such a magical time together before, serving God and singing praises to God together. It was beautiful.
Now seeing them together makes me miss the two weeks sssssssssooooooo much. I really wish that we can turn back time and go back there again.
Meeting them i ask about everyone i know from Philipines. I heard some good news and bad news too.
I make a promise to myself that before i every leave for UK, i'll go back and see them again. I must go back there...cause there is where my heart is.

Deep Sh*t

I hurt someone yesterday, it was an awful experiance...I was on my way home,really exhausted, burdened, stressed, spiritually dry....I had a feeling a few days ago that something is going to happen. And silly old me didnt pray about it.
Anyway, i was on my way back...i hurt someone...he wasnt really badly hurt just his toe got scratch and he made a huge fuss about it.I was worried about him and apologised and ask how is he...he screamed at me etc etc etc...
Anyway i brought him to the clinic,registered him and wait for his turn. To tell you the truth even though i put on a cool straight face with my head up high like i dont give a damn about things. Inside i was shivering with fear and worry. Million of things run though my head and i was also hoping no one can see my fear.
Anyway the person went in see the doctor, doc say its nothing much...just a small scratch. Cleaned his wound and bandage it and his ok to go...So while waiting for his med...i took out my phone wanting to call someone to comfort me or help me or just to be there for me...but all i did was just stared at the phone. Then something hit me!I dont know who to call...i dont really have anyone to call!!!I mean...i was always there for people whenever they need me, i have friends, good friends actually, loving family....but at that moment...I felt so alone, I know that God is with me in spirit, but i still felt so alone...It was terrible, terrible feeling.
I went back home...cannot sleep..i had terrible nightmares again.But this time its about this incident...
I really pray now that i will never, ever hurt anyone again...NEVER!guilt sucks!

Him

Last night He came and visit me again....this is the third time he visited me. He is always nice and sweet to me, he understands me and loved me so deeply that after i wake up, his love still lingeres around me. In my dream, we talked, we laughed, we bonded. Even though we just talked for a night, but it feels like we have known each other for a lifetime. when i woke up, i felt so dreamy and in a daze...I dont want to wake up from this beautiful dream.
Unfortunately, in reality He is not like how he is in my dream. He is different, like a complete stranger to me, very cold. He is very talented, very musch loved from both gender. It sometimes hurt so much to know that he is not the one that i dream of eventhough they look so alike.
I guess you just cannot mix dreams and reality. haih,,,sad.

Friends

We have friends, we should look only for the best in them andgive them the best that is in us.......Then friendship would be the most beautiful thing in the world
(Anne of Avonlea by L.M.Montgomery, 1909)

Welcome to my world...

Angel was sitting on her favourite cloud up on heaven just like everyday after a long day of work which is helping and saving human beings. she likes to sit at this little white cloud at the north of heaven because it has the best view of earth. She find them interesting and amusing, it fasinated her to see them do things which sometimes makes her wonder 'why?'.Oh how she wish with all her heart that is down there with the humans enjoying life, experiencing life, feeling life... She'll roll over, closing her eyes and pray to God, can i just once go down and live with them?To help them not from up here but down there, to be close to them...God heard her and tell her "i'll send you down disguise as a little princess, but with one condition! you must help those people there and tell them about me!You are not allow to tell them about your true identity.If you fail to fulfill either one, i'll bring you back up here again!" Angel heard it with joy and start singing, dancing and praising God :D That is how Angel turned Princess...