Dear Cheekyboy,
Thanks for the dinner, it was awesome...A bit bumped out that we didn't get to skate, but i had a good time chatting and hanging with you. I will cherished and remember the good times that we have...
Sorry for not being able to let you know, that i'm not only leaving the USE, but Malaysia next week, i don't know what the future would be like or whether we will meet again. But i wish you well and never forget me ok?Never change and always keep your gentle smile on your Sergeant-wanna-look-strict face :)
P.S. - Hey thank your driver for chauffeuring us to Pyramid :)
Love - PrincessE
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Its been a long time...
I know that it had been months since i blogged, had been really busy with work, assignment and USE...Alot had happened, just an update my sister is getting married! Finaly hehe...
Congrats sis :) No you cannot open a 'Lou Ku Po' house with me d :P
Congrats sis :) No you cannot open a 'Lou Ku Po' house with me d :PLife had been good with USE and my family, been having problem preparing for my assignment...its really really tough!!!!Can die from the stress man! hahaha
Alot of people had come and go, now I've got to prepare for the future. It scares the hell out of me knowing that my future is so uncertain. Most depressing part is i'll be leaving people that i love and come to like...I know its just 4 months, but alot can change in the course of 4 months you know....haihz....
been mopping around for a few days....being depress....inspired me to write a poem for 'you':
You make me happy,
Every time I see you,
You never fail to put a smile on my lips
Your eye penetrates my wall and sees my soul
You make me feel comfortable of myself
If only I can stay,
I know that we can have the chance to be something.
How fate tortures people!
If only I’ve had met you earlier
I know that I would not feel the emptiness I fell inside
How could one person make you so happy and depress at the same time?
Dear Lord PLEASE help me!
Monday, April 02, 2007
Scribbling in the sand by Michael card
John 8: 1-11
Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.
But early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area,
and all the people started coming to him,
and he sat down and taught them.
Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman
who had been caught in adultery
and made her stand in the middle.
They said to him,
“Teacher, this woman was caught
in the very act of committing adultery.
Now in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such women.
So what do you say?”
They said this to test him,
so that they could have some charge to bring against him.
Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.
But when they continued asking him,
he straightened up and said to them,
“Let the one among you who is without sin
be the first to throw a stone at her.”
Again he bent down and wrote on the ground.
And in response, they went away one by one,
beginning with the elders.
So he was left alone with the woman before him.
Then Jesus straightened up and said to her,
“Woman, where are they?
Has no one condemned you?”
She replied, “No one, sir.”
Then Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you.
Go, and from now on do not sin any more.”
I don't usually put up song lyrics. But this song really bring out this passage and spoke to me alot! So here it goes ;) its a song...so there is no screen...hehe I don't know how to upload songs other than using U-tube, Anyone got any advise?
SCRIBBLING IN THE SAND
Amidst a mob of madmen
She stood frightened and alone
As hate filled voices hissed at him
That she should now be stoned
But in the air around him
Hung a vast and wordless love
Who knows what loom at his lesson
He was in the middle of
At first he faced the fury
Of their self righteous scorn
But then he stooped and at once became
The calm eye of the storm
It was his wordless answer
To their dark and cruel demand
The lifetime in a moment
As he scribbled in the sand
It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
Within the space of space and time
He scribbled in the sand
They cam e to hear and see as much
As they could understand
Now bound by cords of kindness
They couldn't cast a single stone
And Jesus and the women found that they were all alone
It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
Could that same finger come
And trace my souls sacred sand
And make some unexpected space
Where I could understand
That my own condemnation pierced
And broke that gentle hand
That scratched the words I'll never know
Written in the sand
It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
Jesus went to the Mount of Olives.
But early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area,
and all the people started coming to him,
and he sat down and taught them.
Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman
who had been caught in adultery
and made her stand in the middle.
They said to him,
“Teacher, this woman was caught
in the very act of committing adultery.
Now in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such women.
So what do you say?”
They said this to test him,
so that they could have some charge to bring against him.
Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.
But when they continued asking him,
he straightened up and said to them,
“Let the one among you who is without sin
be the first to throw a stone at her.”
Again he bent down and wrote on the ground.
And in response, they went away one by one,
beginning with the elders.
So he was left alone with the woman before him.
Then Jesus straightened up and said to her,
“Woman, where are they?
Has no one condemned you?”
She replied, “No one, sir.”
Then Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you.
Go, and from now on do not sin any more.”
I don't usually put up song lyrics. But this song really bring out this passage and spoke to me alot! So here it goes ;) its a song...so there is no screen...hehe I don't know how to upload songs other than using U-tube, Anyone got any advise?
SCRIBBLING IN THE SAND
Amidst a mob of madmen
She stood frightened and alone
As hate filled voices hissed at him
That she should now be stoned
But in the air around him
Hung a vast and wordless love
Who knows what loom at his lesson
He was in the middle of
At first he faced the fury
Of their self righteous scorn
But then he stooped and at once became
The calm eye of the storm
It was his wordless answer
To their dark and cruel demand
The lifetime in a moment
As he scribbled in the sand
It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
Within the space of space and time
He scribbled in the sand
They cam e to hear and see as much
As they could understand
Now bound by cords of kindness
They couldn't cast a single stone
And Jesus and the women found that they were all alone
It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
Could that same finger come
And trace my souls sacred sand
And make some unexpected space
Where I could understand
That my own condemnation pierced
And broke that gentle hand
That scratched the words I'll never know
Written in the sand
It was silence it was music
It was art it was absurd
He stooped and shouted volumes
Without saying a single word
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
The same finger
Of the strong hand
That had written ten commands
For now was simply scribbling in the sand
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Shopaholic on sale!
Calling all shopaholics sisters!!!or people who are related to people who like to shop!!!
Theres an awesome t-shirt for FEMALE only (unless if you are a girl in a guy's body)...Check out this awesome t-shirt for sale!!!
Its only RM25.00!!!
They have it in all sizes!!! S,M,L & even XL :D
Don't they just look great in it? Furthermore, you would be doing charity while looking good!Most of the profit will be given to the poor animals in SPCA!Other than helping SPCA, you will be helping a bunch of passionate young people in thier college project. Talking about killing 3 birds with one stone eh? ;)
So what you waiting for? just email me at teddyangel1985@gmail.com and book it from me now!
Note: Free small pouch with every purchase :)
Theres an awesome t-shirt for FEMALE only (unless if you are a girl in a guy's body)...Check out this awesome t-shirt for sale!!!
Its only RM25.00!!!
They have it in all sizes!!! S,M,L & even XL :D
Don't they just look great in it? Furthermore, you would be doing charity while looking good!Most of the profit will be given to the poor animals in SPCA!Other than helping SPCA, you will be helping a bunch of passionate young people in thier college project. Talking about killing 3 birds with one stone eh? ;)
So what you waiting for? just email me at teddyangel1985@gmail.com and book it from me now!Note: Free small pouch with every purchase :)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
A series of unfortunate events!
It was a rainy morning; I woke up and realized I was late already. I jumped out of bed and into the showers. Went out of the house and happily drive while I do my morning rosary in the car. After I finished my rosary, I switched on to my favorite station. Than suddenly the car in front of me stopped to give way to other cars, I immediately press the brake and stopped right on time. Than...
*BANG!!!!!!*
It took me a few minutes to realize that I just got hit by another car. I went down to check the damage, my head spinning (from shock I think)..My car was ok, there are alot of scratches on the back of my car and my car plate gone...actually it got stuck on the other car's bonnet while the front of the other person's car was seriously damaged. Its front bonnet went in destroying the fan and tangki in it. I'm just glad and thankful that God was there to protect me. Imagine, the day before I show the buyer my car, I just got to get into an accident =_="
After settling things with her, I drove to college and got stuck in a massive jam (I HATE TRAFFIC JAMS!) Got an hour late for class...
My lecturer was really pissed with the whole lot of us...cause some of us didn't do our work and was late for class >_< .....Gave us SSSSOOO much assignment and we haven't even step foot on LJMU yet...haihz..stress
Went back home, mum was sick...got to send her to the clinic...
I'm tired, having a headache from the accident and stressed out for tomorrow's class...
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Princess's Office Joke
Princess: Where can you find the most empty city during Chinese New Year?
Colleague: Where?
Princess: Kuala Lumpur!!!
Colleague: ......
Note: As you know, usually Kuala Lumpur (KL) road is always jammed up, pack full with bumper-to-bumper car. Hence working people in KL will have to either come to work extra early or leave work very late to skip the jam. But it was reported recently that KL was very empty that you hardly see a car during chinese new year festival! This phenomena inspired princess to come up with this lame joke.... "-_-
Colleague: Where?
Princess: Kuala Lumpur!!!
Colleague: ......
Note: As you know, usually Kuala Lumpur (KL) road is always jammed up, pack full with bumper-to-bumper car. Hence working people in KL will have to either come to work extra early or leave work very late to skip the jam. But it was reported recently that KL was very empty that you hardly see a car during chinese new year festival! This phenomena inspired princess to come up with this lame joke.... "-_-
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Ah Steve
‘I’ve always been a good Catholic boy. I’ve been baptized, go to church every Sunday, and confess even when I didn’t do any sins. And now at 30, I think I know how to be happy.’‘Ah Steve’ is a story of a Chinese boy who prays to his dead mother everyday. On Sundays, he prays to Jesus.
This Christmas, there is a problem at the church. The youth wing of the Church wants to put up a nativity play and Ah Steve wants to be part of the show. However, because ‘all the man parts in the show tok in hard bible words I cannot pronounce’, Ah Steve has to play a woman part - Mother Mary.
The problem is, Ah Steve feels very happy donning Mary’s costume and lipstick. It reminds him of his Mama’s shoulder pads, and the mascara he used to see his Aunt Tabitha wipe off her face, and of My Little Ponies! Horse dolls he never had a chance to play with because his staunch Catholic Aunty Tabitha thinks it is a sin!
Ah Steve is a story of a boy who woke up one day crying because he felt happy to be called Mary, even if for a day. It is a story of lip gloss, Church hymns, Chinese ghost stories, and of course, My Little Ponies.
Ah Steve is in English with bits of Hokkien.
Princess: Funny, daring and real is what i would use to describe Ah Steve. A journey discovering of oneself, realizing that you are not what you seem to be. Revealing of secrets hidden inside and realizing and accepting who you truly are even though your love ones may condemn you for it. An entertaining and true-to-life art play which is so real that you can just imagine it happening around you or even in your own family. Even though there isn't much action which i expected, but the play which is English base has bits of Hokkien vulgar words that one wonders why they didn't put a 18 and above sign on the entrance. a kid who watched the play was asked by the parent what do they think about the play? and the reply was " i don't like it, there is too much bad words said..."
I've got to hand it down to Mark Beau for such original script, his expression in the play was so real that you wonder if he is acting as who he is. Johann Lim - the last time i saw him, he was acting as an outrageous durian builder. Now he take on a different role and become a psychiatric doctor for Ah Steve, wearing straight smooth shirt, long black pants with tie. Personally i find his acting this time to be....well...polite. He acted as the analytical doctor who has a tint of craziness, teaching Ah Steve to do his monkey jumping "hee hee haa haa's". I liked Valerie, i think that she was really natural and i can just imagine her to be one of my over-protective, sticking into everybody's business aunt. But I'm not sure of her outfit cause it make her look like a mixed Indian lady than a western like chinese aunt. Carol Wu is pretty as usual, at first she looked very familiar to me at first but later found out that she was a talent for a few advertisment. She reminds me of a la-la, talkative, and very 'chinese' girl in the play.
I liked the light setting for the play, as it guides the audience view and set where the story goes. The decoration is very simple, there are not much backdrop and the stage is separate into three part. On the far right is the doctor's office, middle is in church with the aunt and the left is at home. when the story moves from one side to the other, the light which is in the shape of a square box would shine. Making the cast to stand inside the box, so the audience would know where Ah Steve is.
Rate by Princess : 7/10
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Weird Facts or Not???
Just something that i want to write and it had been stuck in my head:
1. I blast my music once i get up of bed every day.. (yup my poor parents have to stand my loud music everyday)
2. When i drive go though a toll, i would choose the toll with the number 7 or any numbers which is related to 7. Never toll number 6.
3. Even though i study and work in Pr industry, but i hope to either be a missionary or theater in the future.
4. I have Cockroach phobia, cannot stand the sight or smell of it!Cannot even be in the same room with it or else i will scream and jump and run out in tears....
5. I'm allergic to alot of things..including COFFEE!!!!
6. I am anti smoker and would strongly encourage people to stop smoking. But sometimes, deep within me i have this desire to pick up a cigarettes and start smoking.
7. My lucky number is 7. so i have this tendency to want things with the number 7, go to counter 7 in banks, sit in table 7 in all my exams and etc.
1. I blast my music once i get up of bed every day.. (yup my poor parents have to stand my loud music everyday)
2. When i drive go though a toll, i would choose the toll with the number 7 or any numbers which is related to 7. Never toll number 6.
3. Even though i study and work in Pr industry, but i hope to either be a missionary or theater in the future.
4. I have Cockroach phobia, cannot stand the sight or smell of it!Cannot even be in the same room with it or else i will scream and jump and run out in tears....
5. I'm allergic to alot of things..including COFFEE!!!!
6. I am anti smoker and would strongly encourage people to stop smoking. But sometimes, deep within me i have this desire to pick up a cigarettes and start smoking.
7. My lucky number is 7. so i have this tendency to want things with the number 7, go to counter 7 in banks, sit in table 7 in all my exams and etc.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Xin Nian Kuai Le!Happy Chinese New Year!Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!
Its been ages since i've updated ma blog...thanks to work, i've been very very VERY busy.So just want to drop by before i leave for my mum's hometown for Chinese new year, I wanna wish all of you people out there Happy Chinese New Year!!And heres a little something something for you guys:
http://www.moxie.com.sg/cny2007.html
http://www.moxie.com.sg
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Exam finito!!!
Date: 30th Jan till 31st Jan
Day: Monday - Tuesday
11am - 1pm Woke Up or trying to wake up...did some chores and reluctantly leave the house...
1pm - 8pm Study group in library...trying to squeeze 6 notes in one day... *Thanks to my procrastination* People don't try this, be prepared don't do last minute things...
8pm - 12am went to little tree cafe to continue study...
12am - 1.30am went to Kader's Corner (mamak) to wait for lecturer and continue to study
1.30am - 2.30am Consultation hour with lecturer,,,,see how unprepared we are...haihz...
2.30am - 5am crash in Carole's place! Thanks girl...Dont think i can drive back this late seeing m sssooo exhausted
5am - 7.07am supposedly to wake up at 5am but our tiredness took the better of us and we snooze the alarm till 7am..hehe
7.07am - 8.15am Last minute study...
8.15am - 9am went to college, nervous...park and repark my car..apparently we are not suppose to park there,,, (Than whats the point of having car parks for!!!! *%*&^%*&^*&)
9am - 11am Exam for AHMC4141 Socio-Cultural Communication...
11am..................MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!WWWOOOOTTTT!!!!WOOHOOO!!!!
11.am - 11.15am KEna SAMAN!!!!!!!!WTF!!!!Apparently the other spot which i parked was a no parking space too!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!!This is my first time kena saman...some more at the last day of my college in TARC!!!!! Seriously!Whats the point of having ample parking space when your students WITH car park sticker are not allowed to park there?? Haihz...kena denda RM5!!! :'( my money.....
11.15am - onwards went to DK ABF for our postmortem....it dragged on till 5pm only finish...At least it was a good postmortem, our lecturer Ms.Lim belanja(treat) us to an awesome meal of pizza hut!!!THANK YOU MS.LIM!!!!It was cool...than she taught us for the last time...and we sang to her and gave her a card...it was really touching...almost brought tears to my eyes...
Went back home, couldnt sleep. Guess my brain too active d...prepare for celebration in MYHOME!!!
It was fun, everyone just let their hair go (literaly) and have fun!We also celebrated david's birthday and surprise him with his girlfriend's presence...hehe David was SSSOOO different when he is with his gf...damn not use to it man hehe...for those of you who dougbt David's sexuality, dont...I'll confirm with you...HIS NOT GAY!!!HAhahahaa
David and his gal...June.... :)
OOPS!!!!!
Don't worry they are just really good friends...hehehehe :)
Me And my Cherry Martini...
I guess thats it....i just finish one chapter of my life...I've finally finished my advanced diploma in mass communication (public relations) (if i didn't fail, and i pray that i would not fail). I guess thats what life is about, you start a chapter, go though it and finish it. Than the next most practical thing is just to move on. Now i will have 4 months of break than june i might be flying to UK. and start another new chapter of my life.
I guess during this 4 months break, i will work really hard to get money to go there....haihz...Dear Lord please give me the means to go there...please!!!!I'm willing to work really hard for it...so that i can continue to study....
Day: Monday - Tuesday
11am - 1pm Woke Up or trying to wake up...did some chores and reluctantly leave the house...
1pm - 8pm Study group in library...trying to squeeze 6 notes in one day... *Thanks to my procrastination* People don't try this, be prepared don't do last minute things...
8pm - 12am went to little tree cafe to continue study...
12am - 1.30am went to Kader's Corner (mamak) to wait for lecturer and continue to study
1.30am - 2.30am Consultation hour with lecturer,,,,see how unprepared we are...haihz...
2.30am - 5am crash in Carole's place! Thanks girl...Dont think i can drive back this late seeing m sssooo exhausted
5am - 7.07am supposedly to wake up at 5am but our tiredness took the better of us and we snooze the alarm till 7am..hehe
7.07am - 8.15am Last minute study...
8.15am - 9am went to college, nervous...park and repark my car..apparently we are not suppose to park there,,, (Than whats the point of having car parks for!!!! *%*&^%*&^*&)
9am - 11am Exam for AHMC4141 Socio-Cultural Communication...
11am..................MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!WWWOOOOTTTT!!!!WOOHOOO!!!!
11.am - 11.15am KEna SAMAN!!!!!!!!WTF!!!!Apparently the other spot which i parked was a no parking space too!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!!This is my first time kena saman...some more at the last day of my college in TARC!!!!! Seriously!Whats the point of having ample parking space when your students WITH car park sticker are not allowed to park there?? Haihz...kena denda RM5!!! :'( my money.....
11.15am - onwards went to DK ABF for our postmortem....it dragged on till 5pm only finish...At least it was a good postmortem, our lecturer Ms.Lim belanja(treat) us to an awesome meal of pizza hut!!!THANK YOU MS.LIM!!!!It was cool...than she taught us for the last time...and we sang to her and gave her a card...it was really touching...almost brought tears to my eyes...
Went back home, couldnt sleep. Guess my brain too active d...prepare for celebration in MYHOME!!!
It was fun, everyone just let their hair go (literaly) and have fun!We also celebrated david's birthday and surprise him with his girlfriend's presence...hehe David was SSSOOO different when he is with his gf...damn not use to it man hehe...for those of you who dougbt David's sexuality, dont...I'll confirm with you...HIS NOT GAY!!!HAhahahaa
David and his gal...June.... :)
OOPS!!!!!
Don't worry they are just really good friends...hehehehe :)
Me And my Cherry Martini...I guess thats it....i just finish one chapter of my life...I've finally finished my advanced diploma in mass communication (public relations) (if i didn't fail, and i pray that i would not fail). I guess thats what life is about, you start a chapter, go though it and finish it. Than the next most practical thing is just to move on. Now i will have 4 months of break than june i might be flying to UK. and start another new chapter of my life.
I guess during this 4 months break, i will work really hard to get money to go there....haihz...Dear Lord please give me the means to go there...please!!!!I'm willing to work really hard for it...so that i can continue to study....
Friday, January 26, 2007
One down...another one to go...
What is it?What is this feeling??
Is it excitement?Relieve?Wave of exhaustion?Relax?Joy?
Yes! Yes! At last!!!
I finished half of my final exam!!!!!!!!
Ok la i only got two final exam this semester...But seeing that this FINAL semester is SSSSSOOO Blooddy (mind my language) stressful!!!!!!!!!!It was actually a huge, ok ok half of the relieve and joy i'm feeling now!
I was SSSSSOOOO nervous and stress when i take the exam! Partly was becaue i was not well prepared due to i'm SICK with fever and flu...How to really study when you are drugged with panadol?seriously!You just stare at the notes, looking very blur that people have to repeat any sentence or question to me only i understand what they are talking about man!!!!
But now....Eventhough i'm still feverish, flu and a bit dazed by the panadol actifast that i just had...I'm still very much relieved that i only have to focus on the last paper and i can scream in the top of my lungs "MERDEKA!!!!FREEDOM FROM EXAM!!!!!!!!!"
Now...rest first, tomorrow only start studying...heh....
*Note:i miss Nando's.....Can somone supply me Nando's Ceasar Salad please??*
Is it excitement?Relieve?Wave of exhaustion?Relax?Joy?
Yes! Yes! At last!!!
I finished half of my final exam!!!!!!!!
Ok la i only got two final exam this semester...But seeing that this FINAL semester is SSSSSOOO Blooddy (mind my language) stressful!!!!!!!!!!It was actually a huge, ok ok half of the relieve and joy i'm feeling now!
I was SSSSSOOOO nervous and stress when i take the exam! Partly was becaue i was not well prepared due to i'm SICK with fever and flu...How to really study when you are drugged with panadol?seriously!You just stare at the notes, looking very blur that people have to repeat any sentence or question to me only i understand what they are talking about man!!!!
But now....Eventhough i'm still feverish, flu and a bit dazed by the panadol actifast that i just had...I'm still very much relieved that i only have to focus on the last paper and i can scream in the top of my lungs "MERDEKA!!!!FREEDOM FROM EXAM!!!!!!!!!"
Now...rest first, tomorrow only start studying...heh....
*Note:i miss Nando's.....Can somone supply me Nando's Ceasar Salad please??*
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Dream
I had a dream...
It was blur, and hazy when i arrive
I know i am in a different time space.
Everything around me looked advanced
Could i possibly be in the future?
I see faces whom i thought i knew
they pass me by like I'm a stranger
I try to hide or disappear back but i can't
I got scared, panicked and started to run.
i ran and ran
i ran till my lungs gave out
Than i saw you.
you and your clear cool face
You were the only familiar face amidst this confusion
i ran to you
bury my face in your dull orange/brown check shirt
holding you tight
and you,
you gently pat my head and say:
"Its ok, I'm here now"
Nothing matters more to me now,
the fear i felt,
the loneliness...
all gone.
gone.
And i know now.
I belong to someone.
It was blur, and hazy when i arrive
I know i am in a different time space.
Everything around me looked advanced
Could i possibly be in the future?
I see faces whom i thought i knew
they pass me by like I'm a stranger
I try to hide or disappear back but i can't
I got scared, panicked and started to run.
i ran and ran
i ran till my lungs gave out
Than i saw you.
you and your clear cool face
You were the only familiar face amidst this confusion
i ran to you
bury my face in your dull orange/brown check shirt
holding you tight
and you,
you gently pat my head and say:
"Its ok, I'm here now"
Nothing matters more to me now,
the fear i felt,
the loneliness...
all gone.
gone.
And i know now.
I belong to someone.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
the Devil and Angel
Place: Elaine's little unfinished renovated room
Time: 10.35pm
Date:23rd Jan 2007
Day: Tuesday
Situation: Elaine looking down on her notes trying to study...
Devil: Hey Elaine...the anime...its finished!!!the installation is complete, you can start watching it now!!!
Elaine: huh?oh cool....
Angel: ELAINE!!!!you haven't finish this chapter yet!
Elaine: oh ya...hehehe ok ok ...let me see.... according to Robbitt R & Sullivan.........
Devil: Oh come on...you have just studied for like 5 min....you should stop and rest or not your brain will over function and blow up!!!Come lets watch the anime...
Angel: What!!!5min only where enough?!? Elaine don't listen to him...keep on studying...gambateh!!!!
Devil: No No NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't listen to angel...play more important..you have been slaving on work and assignments for weeks!its time for you to have fun...tomorrow only you study la...Come lets watch anime
Angel: no Elaine don't listen to devil...this is your last final exam,should do well...start studying now.don't wait or not you'll regret...
Devil: What don't listen to me!i know what is good for her!not like you!so serious...fun breaker!Hump!
Angel:Elaine guai...start study ok?
Devil: No Elaine don't listen to her! (push angel away)
Angel: Why you evil devil! (push devil back)
(devil and angel gets in a pushing competition)
Elaine: Haihz.....
(Elaine takes notes and leave the room...)
Time: 10.35pm
Date:23rd Jan 2007
Day: Tuesday
Situation: Elaine looking down on her notes trying to study...
Devil: Hey Elaine...the anime...its finished!!!the installation is complete, you can start watching it now!!!
Elaine: huh?oh cool....
Angel: ELAINE!!!!you haven't finish this chapter yet!
Elaine: oh ya...hehehe ok ok ...let me see.... according to Robbitt R & Sullivan.........
Devil: Oh come on...you have just studied for like 5 min....you should stop and rest or not your brain will over function and blow up!!!Come lets watch the anime...
Angel: What!!!5min only where enough?!? Elaine don't listen to him...keep on studying...gambateh!!!!
Devil: No No NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't listen to angel...play more important..you have been slaving on work and assignments for weeks!its time for you to have fun...tomorrow only you study la...Come lets watch anime
Angel: no Elaine don't listen to devil...this is your last final exam,should do well...start studying now.don't wait or not you'll regret...
Devil: What don't listen to me!i know what is good for her!not like you!so serious...fun breaker!Hump!
Angel:Elaine guai...start study ok?
Devil: No Elaine don't listen to her! (push angel away)
Angel: Why you evil devil! (push devil back)
(devil and angel gets in a pushing competition)
Elaine: Haihz.....
(Elaine takes notes and leave the room...)
Father I've returned
Like a prodigy daughter, I stray,
I was amazed by the world's lights and wonders,
that i forgot about home.
I forgot about the father waiting for me!
Not like the son, i did not waste my time in booze and women.
But i was captivated by life's business.
I worked from morning till night,
i told myself that I'll wait till the business is over only i come back home,
But i never did return.
I was depress, stressed and burdened,
yet i did not call on Him.
I thought that i can do it by my own self
but i was wrong
I realized that there is nothing more important than Him
So here i am ashamed, and broken
I came back home.
There i was on my knee, face full of tear,
All my Father did was run to me and hug me.
He pour oil on my head and cloth me with fine robes,
A feast was called upon for His daughter is back!
"Nothing matters to me because you are home!"says the Father
And i was glad because i am back!
I was amazed by the world's lights and wonders,
that i forgot about home.
I forgot about the father waiting for me!
Not like the son, i did not waste my time in booze and women.
But i was captivated by life's business.
I worked from morning till night,
i told myself that I'll wait till the business is over only i come back home,
But i never did return.
I was depress, stressed and burdened,
yet i did not call on Him.
I thought that i can do it by my own self
but i was wrong
I realized that there is nothing more important than Him
So here i am ashamed, and broken
I came back home.
There i was on my knee, face full of tear,
All my Father did was run to me and hug me.
He pour oil on my head and cloth me with fine robes,
A feast was called upon for His daughter is back!
"Nothing matters to me because you are home!"says the Father
And i was glad because i am back!
Saturday, January 20, 2007
It's over!!
At Last its over!!!The long hours of planning,organising, packing, painting, driving, begging, stressing and the pressure just for one event! and its all over!
It was an honour to have a blessed team working with me, i enjoyed every bits of it with them.they are a great team. We've gone though sleepless night together, drive, laugh, cry, stressed, nearly have an heart attcked, have fun together. Eventhough we have our differences but its ok :) We fill each other's strength with our flaws. Thats what that make us perfect :)
I was really stressed out though, something happened during the presentation. I think i might have a heart attack and brain explosion inside. I cried a little because of the pressure and stress. I felt really guity because i was the one who prepared it, and it just gone really messed up. I guess sometimes its out of our control. You may have a perfect planning, but bad things do happen :)
It was a good lesson to me. anyways i've forgiven people.
During my preparation, i received a call from a good friend. Asked me about my prayer life, of course ill be honest and say that it is not so good because i was focusing alot on work, assignment and thesis. It was a very unplesant conversation, i was accused of going to alot of 'events' and stuff like that. I'll admit i used to be like that but that time even when i have alot of events, i have a relationship with God. But this time, i am having a hard time having one is because of the stress and amount of work and assignment!I go out of the house early in the morning and return home midnight daily. Where i go? To work, college, class, assignment and do thesis. When i return home, all i want to do is to sleep due to extreme exhaustion.Friend say I go to alot of events? Now?THAT IS SO UNTRUE!!!!! I've got to say i cut down alot already!In fact i didnt go out at all, ok ok only once or twice!But not more than that! And i was accused of going to much event that i negleted having a relationship with God. I was furious!!!!HAVE YOU EVER REALLY ASKED ME WHAT I DID?WHAT YOU REALLY REALLY GET TO KNOW THE REASON BEFORE YOU POINT THE FINGER! I undestand that you care but please DO NOT PRESSURE me when I AM STRSSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways i'm cool already, as i've promised myself that after all these stress is over, i'll spend time with God. And im starting to keep that promise.
Well for now other than God, i got exams....will do well for you Lord :)
It was an honour to have a blessed team working with me, i enjoyed every bits of it with them.they are a great team. We've gone though sleepless night together, drive, laugh, cry, stressed, nearly have an heart attcked, have fun together. Eventhough we have our differences but its ok :) We fill each other's strength with our flaws. Thats what that make us perfect :)
I was really stressed out though, something happened during the presentation. I think i might have a heart attack and brain explosion inside. I cried a little because of the pressure and stress. I felt really guity because i was the one who prepared it, and it just gone really messed up. I guess sometimes its out of our control. You may have a perfect planning, but bad things do happen :)
It was a good lesson to me. anyways i've forgiven people.
During my preparation, i received a call from a good friend. Asked me about my prayer life, of course ill be honest and say that it is not so good because i was focusing alot on work, assignment and thesis. It was a very unplesant conversation, i was accused of going to alot of 'events' and stuff like that. I'll admit i used to be like that but that time even when i have alot of events, i have a relationship with God. But this time, i am having a hard time having one is because of the stress and amount of work and assignment!I go out of the house early in the morning and return home midnight daily. Where i go? To work, college, class, assignment and do thesis. When i return home, all i want to do is to sleep due to extreme exhaustion.Friend say I go to alot of events? Now?THAT IS SO UNTRUE!!!!! I've got to say i cut down alot already!In fact i didnt go out at all, ok ok only once or twice!But not more than that! And i was accused of going to much event that i negleted having a relationship with God. I was furious!!!!HAVE YOU EVER REALLY ASKED ME WHAT I DID?WHAT YOU REALLY REALLY GET TO KNOW THE REASON BEFORE YOU POINT THE FINGER! I undestand that you care but please DO NOT PRESSURE me when I AM STRSSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways i'm cool already, as i've promised myself that after all these stress is over, i'll spend time with God. And im starting to keep that promise.
Well for now other than God, i got exams....will do well for you Lord :)
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Stressed
Thesis - Deadline is 10th Jan
Mr.Chuan Cultural Assignment - Deadline 12th Jan
Viva -16th Jan
Campaign - 18th Jan
People say that working is more stressful than college work....i dont think so...I think that college life is equalivent or more stressful than working life.... -_-"
When you have loads of work to do or think about, you'll tend to sleep less. When you have sleepless night...you'll will start to look like a China panda bear...your pimple will start to visit you...you'll get so blur that you think C is B and you'll be banging into things...you'll tend to hear alot of "its your fault" because you tend to make alot of mistakes...
Seriously! I need a break!!!!!!!
Mr.Chuan Cultural Assignment - Deadline 12th Jan
Viva -16th Jan
Campaign - 18th Jan
People say that working is more stressful than college work....i dont think so...I think that college life is equalivent or more stressful than working life.... -_-"
When you have loads of work to do or think about, you'll tend to sleep less. When you have sleepless night...you'll will start to look like a China panda bear...your pimple will start to visit you...you'll get so blur that you think C is B and you'll be banging into things...you'll tend to hear alot of "its your fault" because you tend to make alot of mistakes...
Seriously! I need a break!!!!!!!
Monday, January 08, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Singapore-Malacca (17th - 25th October) Part V
Fifth Day
Date: 21st October
Day: Saturday
Festival: Deepavali
Today since it is a festive holiday and she dont have to go to uni, she decided to give me a treat and bring me to eat SUSHI!!!!! Cool huh!
She also suggested that she cook so that we can have dinner together ...with Su Yin :)
So we went to the wet market and bought alot of things to be cooked later...Than we get ready to go out for lunch...
Sis and her brownilocks hair...hehe
Back view of her brownilocks hair...teheh... *winks*
Shes so totally going to kill me for putting this up...hahahaha...
While waiting for bus, we nothing to do so take pictures of our feet....
guess which is mine?? hehehe
me and sis decided to exchange slippers to wear...so i get to wear her new slippers...yea!!!
Haih things you would do when you are bored...(like take pictures of your feet :P)
Sis new slippers and leave....
Anyway we went to sakae sushi, apparently they are suppose to have like student discount veery satureday. BUT it was closed!!!!!!!!Due to it is deepavali i think, they decided to be nice to thier employees and close hte place for the day!NNNNNNNNNNooooooooo...... *faints* Imagine the sadness of not being able to eay sushi...haihz...
so me and sis went down to bugis to eat and shop. I bought sis ane myself an identical butterfly earrings. i got the blue one while she have the red one ;)
Went home to prepare for dinner.....
dishe ssis cooked.............
Nyum Nyum....it was finger licking good, delicious!!!!!!!!!!!I've got to hand it to my sis. shes just an amazing good cook!
After that, Su Ying belanja us dessert! STRAWBERRY STRUDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!Wah...delicious man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can die right on the spot....hahahaha...
Well tomorro m continuing my journey down towards Malaysia's historical state ~ Malacca, to visit Janice and her family...Goodbye Singapore for now....
Date: 21st October
Day: Saturday
Festival: Deepavali
Today since it is a festive holiday and she dont have to go to uni, she decided to give me a treat and bring me to eat SUSHI!!!!! Cool huh!
She also suggested that she cook so that we can have dinner together ...with Su Yin :)
So we went to the wet market and bought alot of things to be cooked later...Than we get ready to go out for lunch...
Sis and her brownilocks hair...hehe
Back view of her brownilocks hair...teheh... *winks*
Shes so totally going to kill me for putting this up...hahahaha...While waiting for bus, we nothing to do so take pictures of our feet....
guess which is mine?? heheheme and sis decided to exchange slippers to wear...so i get to wear her new slippers...yea!!!
Haih things you would do when you are bored...(like take pictures of your feet :P)
Sis new slippers and leave....Anyway we went to sakae sushi, apparently they are suppose to have like student discount veery satureday. BUT it was closed!!!!!!!!Due to it is deepavali i think, they decided to be nice to thier employees and close hte place for the day!NNNNNNNNNNooooooooo...... *faints* Imagine the sadness of not being able to eay sushi...haihz...
so me and sis went down to bugis to eat and shop. I bought sis ane myself an identical butterfly earrings. i got the blue one while she have the red one ;)
Went home to prepare for dinner.....
dishe ssis cooked.............
Nyum Nyum....it was finger licking good, delicious!!!!!!!!!!!I've got to hand it to my sis. shes just an amazing good cook!
After that, Su Ying belanja us dessert! STRAWBERRY STRUDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!Wah...delicious man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can die right on the spot....hahahaha...
Well tomorro m continuing my journey down towards Malaysia's historical state ~ Malacca, to visit Janice and her family...Goodbye Singapore for now....
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Singapore-Malacca (17th - 25th October) Part IV
Fourth Day
Date: 20th October 2006
Day: Friday
9am Woke up, but sis left d... :(
9.05am Get ready,eat breakfast than start my journey....Went though the same process of taking bus to MRT but this time i stopped at China Town MRT.
10.23am Reach China Town MRT...Start to jalan-jalan down the streets. It feels like KL's Pasar Seni :) I walked and walked and look at lots of things...i even saw this dress which was SSSOOO beautiful!!!but it cast $103 Sing Dollars!!!!!! *tears*
I manage to bought all my souveniors from China Town too...
11.45am Start looking for food. Try to find the store which my sis say that thier restaurant are famous for the ramen one ;) The store name is Bei Fang Feng Wei...ate thier Su Tang Ramen
Yum Yum....After emptying this delivious bowl of noodles which gives me enough energy to continue my journey, i start to walk all the way to Asian Cilivization Museum,. On the way i passed by the Singapore river and since i am still early,sat at the si
After sketching this cool antique building, my journey continues....
But before i reach the museum, i saw this monument...
Something from home...
Information about the pole...
Behind the pole,there is a red fire hydrant... cool huh
In the end i reached the Asian Civilisation Museum just in time for thier guided tour
The ticket.
During the guided tour, the guide introduced to the place,the different culture which was shown in the museum, the things which is put there for us to view. I am amazed by the things in side and how well they did the place. You not only find alot of monuments and artifacts, they even put alot of touch screen computers with audio and visual to explain to you in detail about the different culture that is in it.
Imagine we actually have 46 htousand disland in sea through out the whole wide world~!
And in the museum, you can see how differnet culture view the world and a simple thing can have different meaning to different culture. Take for example when the buddhist statue (whch is a male) was brought from India to China. A part of the statue means gentleness, to people in china gentleness means feminism. So the people in China change the statue to a well known feminine god now known as Guan Ying. When people from the western came over to China and saw the statue. They thought "Hey the people in China is catholic as they have mother mary's statue!!!"
Cool huh...
I spent the whole day there that i almost lost track of time and in te end have to quickly browse though. But when i was about to leave this authentic one of a kind museum, i saw this sign!!!
Yup BP De Silva...my client ;)
While i was in the museum, they have this special exhibition of the NOH, which is a form of Japanese art and drama...It is whereby they wear a mask and perform on stage.
Me trying to be like one of the Japanese performer... :P Where is my Noh??
I planned to be even more adventurous and walk from the museum to Bugis, than to Little India where i will meet my sister. But seeing that the trip to the museum takes more time than i thought it would, i decided to just take the MRT to the Little India stop.
When i reach the station, i meet up with my sister and her boyfriend, Siew Leong.
Aren't they just an adorable couple?
Seeing that the next day is Deepavali, we went to an Indian restaurant in Little India to have our dinner.
One of the road sign in Little India...
Another street sign...
Me chi bao mei shi zhuo (after eating nothing to do) Take picture with the sign board hehe...
after dinner we decided to join the crowd and walk down Little India street...it was PACKED!!!! Fu yoh...it fells like i am packed in a sardine like that...
Busy street...
Me again trying to be cute ;)
After the little walk in the busy festive street of Little India,we went back home and plan for the next day's journey :)
Date: 20th October 2006
Day: Friday
9am Woke up, but sis left d... :(
9.05am Get ready,eat breakfast than start my journey....Went though the same process of taking bus to MRT but this time i stopped at China Town MRT.
10.23am Reach China Town MRT...Start to jalan-jalan down the streets. It feels like KL's Pasar Seni :) I walked and walked and look at lots of things...i even saw this dress which was SSSOOO beautiful!!!but it cast $103 Sing Dollars!!!!!! *tears*
I manage to bought all my souveniors from China Town too...
11.45am Start looking for food. Try to find the store which my sis say that thier restaurant are famous for the ramen one ;) The store name is Bei Fang Feng Wei...ate thier Su Tang Ramen
Yum Yum....After emptying this delivious bowl of noodles which gives me enough energy to continue my journey, i start to walk all the way to Asian Cilivization Museum,. On the way i passed by the Singapore river and since i am still early,sat at the si
After sketching this cool antique building, my journey continues....
But before i reach the museum, i saw this monument...
Something from home...
Information about the pole...Behind the pole,there is a red fire hydrant... cool huh
In the end i reached the Asian Civilisation Museum just in time for thier guided tour
The ticket.During the guided tour, the guide introduced to the place,the different culture which was shown in the museum, the things which is put there for us to view. I am amazed by the things in side and how well they did the place. You not only find alot of monuments and artifacts, they even put alot of touch screen computers with audio and visual to explain to you in detail about the different culture that is in it.
Imagine we actually have 46 htousand disland in sea through out the whole wide world~!
And in the museum, you can see how differnet culture view the world and a simple thing can have different meaning to different culture. Take for example when the buddhist statue (whch is a male) was brought from India to China. A part of the statue means gentleness, to people in china gentleness means feminism. So the people in China change the statue to a well known feminine god now known as Guan Ying. When people from the western came over to China and saw the statue. They thought "Hey the people in China is catholic as they have mother mary's statue!!!"
Cool huh...
I spent the whole day there that i almost lost track of time and in te end have to quickly browse though. But when i was about to leave this authentic one of a kind museum, i saw this sign!!!
Yup BP De Silva...my client ;)
While i was in the museum, they have this special exhibition of the NOH, which is a form of Japanese art and drama...It is whereby they wear a mask and perform on stage.
Me trying to be like one of the Japanese performer... :P Where is my Noh??I planned to be even more adventurous and walk from the museum to Bugis, than to Little India where i will meet my sister. But seeing that the trip to the museum takes more time than i thought it would, i decided to just take the MRT to the Little India stop.
When i reach the station, i meet up with my sister and her boyfriend, Siew Leong.
Aren't they just an adorable couple?Seeing that the next day is Deepavali, we went to an Indian restaurant in Little India to have our dinner.
One of the road sign in Little India...
Another street sign...
Me chi bao mei shi zhuo (after eating nothing to do) Take picture with the sign board hehe...after dinner we decided to join the crowd and walk down Little India street...it was PACKED!!!! Fu yoh...it fells like i am packed in a sardine like that...
Busy street...
Me again trying to be cute ;)After the little walk in the busy festive street of Little India,we went back home and plan for the next day's journey :)
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